I made a post awhile ago about how the second series anime added in the
scene where Jounouchi wandered the beach, lost in his own angst, after he lost
his Red-Eyes Black Dragon, and thus wasn’t there for Shizuka’s operation. That post is still 100% accurate. They did create it, they made it up entirely
…
And now I know what scene they twisted
to get that interpretation.
In the fantastic wonderful lovely amazing duel between Yuugi and
Jounouchi at the pier, when Malik is using the Millennium Rod to control
Jounouchi, Jounouchi’s memories end up breaking through Malik’s control thanks
to Yuugi’s words. At one point, he has
flashbacks to Shizuka’s operation—and I say “flashbacks,” but really they’re
just flashbacks for him; they’re
entirely new scenes for us. Short though
they are, they’re crucial for understanding Jounouchi’s character. And oh, do they make me ache for my darling boy.
As you can see above, Jounouchi remembers how Shizuka told him that she
was too scared to remove her bandages, something that anyone who remembers
Battle City knows is a critical part of Shizuka’s own character arc. Jounouchi asks her why … but then he puts the blame on himself.
Now, I want to make one thing very plain: I am completely serious when
I say the anime made up the bullshit about him abandoning her because he lost
the Red-Eyes Black Dragon. That’s not
what he’s talking about here. His only
other flashbacks pertaining to this are right here:
That’s it. Otherwise? We get nothing, but it’s safe to say he was
there with her from step one (even though he tells Anzu just before his duel
with Haga that Shizuka is at a hospital near where his mother lives).
So when Jounouchi says that it’s his fault, that he’s weak, that he can’t
give her courage … he’s not talking about that ridiculous anime-only
instance in which his pride was more important than his sister. No, instead he’s talking about himself, as a person.
Jounouchi has serious self-esteem
problems, though they’re usually hidden behind a big grin and bravado over the
one thing he feels he is good at,
which is street fighting (and even that doesn’t really make him feel good about himself, which is why he
makes an effort to give it up and focus on Duel Monsters instead). Jounouchi hated himself outright prior to
meeting Yuugi, but even after becoming friends with Yuugi he struggles with the
fact that he doesn’t think he’s a very good person, he doesn’t think he’s worth very much, he doesn’t think he has
a lot going for him. When he tells Anzu
about how Shizuka is afraid to take her bandages off and how he wants to be
able to inspire her to do it, we get this:
“The face of a guy who won his
future.” Because Jounouchi doesn’t
really think he has much going for him, otherwise, if he can’t do this for himself. He’s good at street fighting, but what sort
of future will that make for him, hm?
Certainly not one he can be proud of.
Certainly not one that would inspire his little sister to open her eyes
and face the world. It doesn’t help
that, despite his accomplishments in Duelist Kingdom—and in the manga, most of
his victories were his own!—he still felt as though he was lingering in Yuugi’s
shadow, as if he wasn’t good enough to stand beside his best friend. When he gives his speech to Yuugi about how
pride is worth nothing compared to those that matter to you, he says that even
though he’s a newbie, somehow he was granted a miracle and made it that far . .
. completely discounting his own skill.
Self-deprecation is really nothing new
for Jounouchi, even though he doesn’t do it all the time. It’s just rare that he’s so blatant about it,
so open, so passionate with it that the doctor actually has to remove him from
the room, from the looks of things.
The thing is, Jounouchi has mega self-esteem problems, and so when
Shizuka says that she’s too scared to take her bandages off—when she says this—Jounouchi
doesn’t think any less of her, he
thinks less of himself. He feels like he failed her, despite
everything he managed to do up until that point, because he can’t inspire her
to be brave enough to face the world. So
he enters Battle City, and while part of his goal is to duel Yuugi and show
that he can stand on his own as a duelist (a True Duelist™, at that), the
bigger, larger, more important goal
for him is to inspire his little sister, to show her that he had courage enough to enter—that he had worth enough to make it far, and even win—so that she can have
courage herself to stand up and face the day, her eyes wide open.
I love him. I really love
him. And technically I’m still back in
Duelist Kingdom, but I was flipping ahead because of reasons and came across this
and felt my heart break, so I had to make a post about it, because damn, do I love this darling boy.
Let’s just take a moment to appreciate the fact that, although the second series anime wanted to turn him into the sort of guy who talked tough but got easily kicked around by Kaiba and Bandit Keith, manga!Jounouchi goes an entire fight with the blade of a knife in his mouth, spends most of the fight with his own hands in his pockets, and at the end of it ends up breaking the other guy’s jaw and commenting on it in a blasé attitude like a complete and utter badass.
The second series anime producers might not have loved Jounouchi, but Takahashi Kazuki sure as hell did.